When I have free time now, I feel like I should be doing something else besides relaxing. I like being kept busy with work because then it does not allow for my mind to wander and ponder about a lot of things that distress me.
I would enjoy free time more if I knew I were being paid for it, but I’m not. I’m trying to figure out now if I should seek more work with flexible hours or I should just enjoy my time off now. I have had too much time off in the past four months though; it’s about time I get back into the swing of work.