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Daily Post Day 46: I’ve Learned Recently…

One thing I have learned recently is how to handle myself and take care of myself more.

Ok, sounds vague. But that’s the truth.

This past weekend I spent time meditating on my personal defects and wondering “What’s wrong? What can I fix about MYSELF?”

I have noticed about myself that I tend to want to control or fix others more than myself. I get hung up over others’ defects and in turn that stresses me out.

I’ll admit, my nature of caring a lot for others morphs into me becoming a controlling personality. If one thing goes wrong, I go ballistic. If someone I love chooses something I don’t approve of, I grow bitter.

It certainly isn’t a way to live. And only after meditating about this did I realize I need to change myself. I need to show myself more love.